Sunday, December 25, 2011

poyo




when I was in university, I never bother the uni – election and I believe those who get the rank in MPP were freaking posers, unattractive and not cool enough. In the current Malay language they called it poyo. neither aspirasi nor siswa , never be my bread and butter and for those I believe go for the MPP were always nerds and bookworms. campus campaign and those MPP’s icons was moron to me. as rock n roll believer who was parallel to tommy lee and scott weiland in those pagan times, my brain cell always associated with girls, gigs and go-go’s .politics, suara siswa ..slogan, debates , student’s right ..hak tuih ..I better sleep than listening you guys talking rubbish while inhaling taxpayer’s money.


so can be seen from here, actually I have no problem with university students, but I just have a problem with forthose claimed themselves mahasiswa because I don't see what are so maha for those siswa and they are usually those who called themselves mahasiswa are those who often seen as poyo.I am sure, would have been university students calling themselves mahasiswa not sepoyo mana pun, of course, they are friendly, kind and humanis, but in terms of experience and observation of me who have studied at ipta for five years followed by a particular student group, then sadly I have to say, every time I hear the word mahasiswa, the first thing to come or appear in my mind is approaching the level of green vormit.


.when I flopped my biology and need reseat the paper, it gave me an infra red to wake up and I said to my self I can’t waste my father’s money just for go-go’s and gig .I never turning back , study and finish my diploma. I was a self sponsored and I had to save some money for my degree. As a result, I managed to finish my study without any interfering with any political waves. does a student supposed to study and not street-screaming? I don’t understand why must they go on the street with banner where else at the same time is that good to spend with girlfriend if not the library? the new world university and college studying is not like last time back in 70’s where graduates were highly appreciated with their achievement. when they joined the demos, the voices of them were always being labeled as the voice of clever clan. today, everyone is considered clever and out of ten teenagers walking on the street, nine of them from colleges. the voice of student is almost every where. Is demo and street screaming still relevant for fighting the future? Nahh.. that was anwar brahing and bang brahing ali’s times and they are now dinosaur. moreover I don’t see they could survive in the current‘s method of study i heard they only got pangkat 2 for their spm.

if you don’t satisfy with things, keep to your self, and wait the polling day and vote for your choice. That’s shows how mature you are .

Sunday, December 18, 2011

midnite snippet

It has been a traditional believe or what the sociologist always said about a norm. Malaysian especially always associated with things they believe in this world only there are only left and right and black and white and that supposed to be the fundamental thinking of an engineer. Strangely not all Malaysian born engineer and many of them never bother what is statistic is all about. What most planted in their mind is gossip and garbage. To justify what I was saying just now, can’t we hypothesize that the most top rating tv programmes in this country is melodi during weekends on tv3 or can we assumed that politic is the most hot topic to be discussed among Malaysian? Yes of course but by discussing the politics and gossips day and night, the majority of them still thinking that if you support this hero, you must hail him up and down, suck his dick and never topple the credibility. It seems that very less believe that we can only support him for what he fighting for, but never about his personal life and even we support him, they must errors that he did and realizing he is also human. Parallel to this example is in life not all the time we agree to parents but we still love them right and there are times we refuse to follow their instruction as our paradigm is totally different. The RPK’s blog http://www.malaysia-today.net/mtcolumns/no-holds-barred/45800-between-friends-comrades-and-acquaintances gives a good example and I totally agree with him .Most Malaysian political follower’s problem is to understand the issue, lazy to read and do some research and always listened to one side and they always demonstrate a very low level of maturity. They allow their thinking to be clouded by emotions and for them one plus one equals to two without realizing that in power competition, the only mathematic formula is winning with any form of formulas.

Saturday, December 17, 2011

karma chameleons



Some of the formulas are still triggering like one mean test, z score , t score and chi square but I haven’t finish exercising my statistic three hundred and sixty degrees yet. Those formulas really make me chameleons and my ear would be infra red if some numbers I can’t execute at this moment.
While fighting my self with numbers these few weeks, for a 10 minutes break, I took a cup coffee and lay in my garden last night. Enjoying my lawn plus a lil bit help of herbs, I saw a movement from the lush leaves .It was chameleons. Now my lawn turned into zoological garden and a metamorphosis starts now, I guess but that reptile remembered me to a political icon, who is waiting to be barricaded soon. We knew who and just wait for news to be spinned. What after this? Do we have to suffer again in traffic jam in the early morning before to work? I supposed to apply for leave on that day rather than lotsa curses from my mouth. Again they will say slander 3.0 versus chameleons?

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Numbers & Me

Getting new friends with different walk of life gives a lot of opportunity for me to discover the other parts of my career. Many of them are talking about the new scheme in govt sector give you to try something new or else get another job without jeopardize the pension scheme and that sounds great. Furthermore, working with idiots can kill you anyway. At the mean time I disordered with bundle statistics formulas and calculator strangely becomes my good friend. Many years I never believe I’m able to deal with those chi, mean, z score, t – test, proportion and bla.. blas.. but now I feel better with that.Statistic I learnt in English version text book but taught in Malay but I prefer if they asked in Malay provided those technical words in English..haha..Does that mean I should support PPSMI or vice versa? Or maybe Mathematic should be taught in Manglish…Better idea?

Cant wait for Christmas..like what I talked to Shan and Hussein yesterday

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Damage Brain Cells

I just discover new thing that there are some empty spaces of my brain which not being used yet.Haa and thats when I tried to defragment everything and throw rubbish from tmy brain inbox. Yess ,, ever since Jaspal occupationates the Level 15, I was alienated by his so called " the bible and the rule of fxxking law" but after a year then everyone discover he just a gift from hell where I can say parallel to the axis of evil.

Fxxkup with the situation, I applied for HLP and try to back off from the picture and well the 22nd Nov, I was called to attend the QA until end of this year. Ever since that I knew a lot of emptiness in my head. But it doesn't mean , those people in the office has brain as well. especially those who in uppergrade who always practising holier than thou.

Realize or not , it had been two weeks and new vocabs been migled around to my lips such as variables, symptoms, theoretical frameworks ,descriptive , correlation ..bla ,..bla.. and mapped in my mind. Thx for the couse giving new soul and I need a new colour of my life. Brain headache is much better than heartache. Unfortunately, I can't really celebrates when I had to know the evil had been kicked out...serve yer right dude..wahh so deep..In my mind now..just to finish the QA , then back to my hometown during new year and then I had to prepare my plan ..backpaxx to Europe with Zareene and Wanie....yeeeakk...wowo..Bayswater, Lafayette...I'll see you again...