No Shit, It's Friday

Yes we lost to Thailand.  I think Malaysian players were trying hard but after Farizal being granted red card by the stupid referee the spirit has been saturated. Playing 10 players is exhausted to Harimau Malaya and we must admit that Thailand rules the game.  i believe most of Malaysian can accept losing to Thailand rather than Indons or Singapore. If you look at both teams , Indons more or less like Holland and Singapore could  be  one of Europe team. I wonder how Asian countries like Indon and Singapore can appear  in international football circuit by claiming the  Caucasian-looked players are theirs. Can  Asian looks like  Caucasian ? 

Drop that..

My assignments towards the end of semester suffocate me. Changing groups members and keep trying new members look the same for and it was like i did those thing all. Why .. I a full-timer . Good thing is I learned  a lot from the assignment. I  am positive in that matters provided they don't take for granted . Lately, I full blasted by broadband usage and thinking to switch to WiFi due to Yasmine's Bingbang music video which  is really irritating me.    

When I was in office last three month I always said.. thank God , It's Friday.. and now  No shit.. its's Friday.. I got class tonight.

Today - 84 killed

Again, Israel attacked Gaza many civilians have killed. A genocide. Obama who just won the presidency for the 2nd term and his party so far seems not really involves in war. Sky Press ( British anyway) reported that " we support and off course we are in line with Israel " Obama speech in Myanmar. Next to her was Aung San Suu Kyi -a not yet Myanmar president. US always busy gaming the world business even though just attacked by Catharina. Last two weeks New York collapsed due to the typhoon.

Support on Palestine is seasonal for Malaysian. Alfa said it just two weeks fever. Its okay, better late than never, betters something than nothing. Indeed, Israel doesn't rocket Gaza every day. This morning Zarene give me a wake up call for a free burger from Mc D. Just not good in time while this season that we are supposed to hate anything from the US who supports killing Gaza kids. Meantime I wonder Encik Zaki is claiming himself was studying in Tel Aviv University. Is that true, a Malaysian graduated from Israel’s university. He must be kidding.

Meet Uncle Mail

Blog’s writing plagiarized our self expression.  Taking three subjects in a semester makes me to think twice to take four subjects for the next semester. It has been two month, I laid my ass at UM and enjoying few people I met including new friend s and lectures. Too early to judge about the system in UM but to what I observed the lecturers are so professional They are not bias , not emotional and they don’t play politics among them, Besides  that they didn't judge  you from your background. Sorry to say my previous universities the lecturers’ attitudes are contradict three hundred and sixty degree. They are so picky, bias, emotional and condemning among them. New people I met so far, much better than people in my office.

Yesterday checking on my student account, they just bank in the allowance before deepavali. Good enough but unfortunately again my black car need to be repaired again.

Wake up a bit late on this morning by a phone ringing. It was a call from Mail, a friend from my QA. Gosh. I said I need to repair my car he said it was okay and he can follow me. So we went together to Ampang and chit-chat at a cafe near to Sharil’s workshop. Mail is registered professional councilor and he used to be principal at one of juvenile schools.   As a sociologist, Mail is a knowledgeable many of his thought make me impress of him. We were chatting from the sociologist of toddlers, economic, politic to our country’s rotten system. To him, our country had really broken since the last ten years, and it need to be rejuvenate. From what we discussed I can relates some of the subject I learned and some of the bills I paid to the cronies now. It makes me to some extend to totally against the system what we have now.

As long as we live in the world, off course being rich, living in comfort and good cash in purchasing ability are dreams of all. Being a leader, to give something to the kids or clan is normal. Normal people would tolerate if out 100, give thirty to the cronies and the balance give back to the society. Don’t be so greedy by taking 90 out of it. You then produce angst ridden society like what we having now. All of them who sit the leadership now are rats.The flour, sugar, gardenia bread, electricity, astro bills , ptptn and all the bills are paid to the “ cartel”  and it is so a little peanut that left to us . To Dato Ismail, Dato Mohktar, Dato Seri Annuar and some Datoks and anak Datoks I knew, off course they comfort with the system because they are the beneficiaries. As for me and my family, we had to follow the civil society option.

Meeting Mail today is really makes my day he taught me new thing and discover new thing especially on raising kids. .I really appreciate him and I think knowing him as a person benefit my inner side and I can see his sincerity. I really make a new friend today after being antisocial for how many years. Mail is totally different with Dato' Mail.

R n R (Real estate N Ripped off)

The ups and down is just monotron of life. After get rid of the office, enjoying G & B and The Kardashian is like must watch programme for me despite finishing my assignment. Meantime the household  burdens ie liasing with financial institution, legal matters, stupid vendor make me tired and sick. As of today, the leave granted  to me is not really a bonus thing but it becomes  another special time for to solve the heavy things beside my study.

 

Taking real estate doesn’t make me comfort. After two times experiencing sales and purchase with the one launch house and a sub-sales house, I did for the third time and this is just the preparation my kids.And this  I was conned clearly. The house owner, asking me to pay for another 8 percent for late charges.What I most regret was,  she asked me to use her lawyer, her buddies bank and yet after bank late receive  of security  documents and the late charge was being penaltied to me. How dare ..you ?
I don’t want to talk about the professionalism because she‘s the one who begged me to purchase the house so that she can get rid of that current loans in order from her to purchase another one.So since Zareene had some increament then I agreed to purchase but I dont expect she threat us like this.  Financially,I ‘m not the one who in dire straits and  desperate  but after the document exercise with the up and down, rejected by the bank  because of the under-valued  , again she simply cheated me in the name of  professionalism. Mathematically, it definitely a wrong investment where the debt is more than the receipt  but thinking of the decentralization now, I ‘m worry if my daughter couldn’t have any house in the future.

Initially I already accept the capital price and the deferred credit term but the late charge to me is just something that shouldn't be happen.I said it’s haram  for them taking my money just like that .

The day I was not in the mood and stress thinking about Liza nad husband, friend of mine Alone called me up for a cup of coffee at Bintang Bistro . He is actually from Kulim  and coming here for a bussines trip  and we had a good chit-chat .The day after that we went out for Halal Fest and visiting his old boss, M Nasir at Luncai Emas, Sg. Buloh. yeahh meeting someone who have big name and some more he is celebrity.

Arriving Luncai Emas, we were welcomed by M Nasir and AD Samad, the lyricist. M Nasir seems not really neither a quiet  nor talkative person.He is just in the middle of that. Alone is kinda elaborating him about  his new bussines venture with Tekun and sometimes there are part they talk about pearl bussines with one of tycoon they knew before.M nasir then   asking me several things about the real estate, caveat things , value and financing  and offering me to lease out his properties. The offer is quite good from a big name but when he mentioned that  his  property is just next to a Bak Kut Teh restaurant  I  think it's a bit tough to lease or sell.  

There are some pro and cons this few day , being ripped off by stupid vendor and having chance to lease out M Nasir properties. But it depends on Alone's effort to get the contact . Meeting a big name for at least  buck-up my inner side and revitalize my emotional. 

One thing for sure they never give up in their life, positive thinking ,work hard and finally they deserve it.  Well, meeting M Nasir makes my day.

Tong Cat

Paint barrel

Until there is no substance, no content

I have run out of paint use
but it is not as beautiful as I was expecting

As of today

it will be exactly a month I off to office. It had been month spending time painting a house; greet my parents and solving some of the internal problems. Yes it is silent as silent death but good for not being there is a sense of grief.
The most I was alarmed that I worship the growing sprawl. Almost a year I did not set foot to the mosque.

Today felt like going to a movie and do some shopping. But think of allowances that have not been entered to account, Shahnaz kindergarten fees to be paid, lawyer fees are still pending, I postpone my first intention. Fortunately ,rich fast easy scheme helps me a lot.

Today its okay as I see the face of the shit colored paint barrel.

Just For Three Days

Three years in blog’s writing doesn’t make me a keyboard warrior hence it may helps my vocabulary matters. To champion in writing is not one day training and many people said those who are good in speak they can’t write. I represent that group which I can say that my English in speaking and ability to speak more or less above the average but not in writing. Now the more times I have, the lazier I am in writing perhaps writing something personally may hurts others but does it sound so unfair that we can’t even say anything we feel, we think and even to express ourselves.

Last month a friend of mine asked to delete one of my posts in FB. He thought that, the post had made him so humiliated. I then agreed to remove it. To cut it short I may simplify what he meant is that, what I wrote in my FB really makes him uncomfortable. I was first commented on someone who always portrays his posh living and richness by playing golf, holiday and kenduri but at the end of the day when he going to asked me for money. So that it’s about other people I was referring to but suddenly he think that it was like I spit on his face. His marriage with the girl which we never like really made him comes into financial problem and many of his financial decision are not be made together so that they just show off to people about the posh of their life but the truth is not. I think what kind of marriage of that. A miserable marriage with a hard financial problem and to what they knew is let the whole world endorse them as rich people. Badly news, I pointed to the other and someone else hurt. Too bad.

Any married couple needs motivation and it may comes in different way. Neither about religious, financial, kid’s matters nor household management it doesn’t matter, as long as they can re-boost the marriage, physically and spiritually. Taking a motivation maybe impossible for me and Zareene as both of us are lazy with paper base trained so that watching a movie about marriage may sound good idea for both of us. I think it has been along time I didn’t spend a good time with Zareene since we have already two daughters. The last was travelling to Europe so that it had been seven month already. By purchasing Untuk Tiga Hari movie, I guess it may give us a free counseling on our marriage. She agreed and we went to Alamanda for a date.

Okay let me give some overview of the movie. Untuk Tiga Hari tells the love story of unusual and bizarre. Its about two pairs of lovers who had married at the insistence and parent preference. The couple decided to divorce after three days they get married.

. Within three days they spend together, they began to realize that that is the best match for them as had been determined by God and continue the relationship is not bad and is probably the best thing that ever happened in their lives.

Afdlin Shauki directs and acts in this movie about a pair who decide to end their marriage after 3 days to please their elders, but then during their time spent together, they start to realise that fate and maintaining their bond may not be so bad and could be the best thing that's ever happened for them.Zaffin and Ujie is along time lovers and they plan to get married. Unfortunately both parties are forced to marry with different person and they make a deal that their wedding would be just for three days duration. The first day, they will get married; on the second say their weeding celebration and the third they will ask for a divorce from the partner. The earlier plan sounds ideal for Zaffin as he is the guy so that the talak in on him but for Ujie it’s a little bit difficult because she has to apply for it. The crazy plan goes madness and finally Ujie decided to go for her husband as she can see the quality inside him compare to Zaffin who’d been loser from the beginning of the story. Zaffin is kind of pamper son and could make up his mind in any decision of his life including the final say about his marriage. All of decision making are from his mother and that’s make his miserable from beginning. Compare to Ujie, that she’s just followed Zaffin’s plan but after she get married and get lectured from his husband , she realized that Zaffin is hopeless. This good movie slowly gives us a journey of a marriage and it contents a lot of good lessons and noble gist. I must say the movie give a good moral to any couples that a marriage is not something to play with and it is not something we can take it lightly.

Marriage is a big responsible we must be responsible on it. It’s easy to get married but to maintain a good marriage is a big challenge to any couples. That’s the first reminder from the narrator or in that movie Afdlin put the narrator as a wedding course trainer. A malay movie with a strong Adam Sandler’s screen play.

Ripped Off

Nothing in this world is more important than parents. From the womb, we have been raised up with full of love and see the real world. My study leave begins with an agenda to make my parents happy. Being ordinary man who always busy with office routine from 9 to 5 I never have quality time with my parents and by chance of having a long leave of my HLP studies, I wish to make them happy and get to know them closer.

Tomorrow I plan to bring them to Malacca for sight-seeing and shopping.

Meantime bad things happens that really bothering me. My sister just screwed up my early plan and to make it worse my bad mouth happens to  make my wife in bad shape. As a result everything ruined out and when they came to my house, it just could not be safe anymore. True enough, what makes us happy doesn’t make everyone happy and what our noble plan is doesn’t satisfies all.

It not that rocket science formula to detect plagiarism or being ripped off. A convention yesterday seemed that someone who put my paper in ashtray last time now presenting it without my permission. I don’t mind if the paper is crap and half cooked but if he thinks so, I would suggest him to find other topic rather than take whole bundle of my paper and then hired a fat bastard to modify it .Okay I'm not good at writing and do the paper thing, then find someone to do so or can I suggest you to do your own writings rather than hire people but not garbaged my paper and then take it back. I still remember the last day I asked him that would he presenting my paper and he explained to use another topic because mine's one suck.Pu**makla. 

Robbery of intellectual properties always happens in government sector to gain millage. Correct or not?Who do you think always do that. The boss or the non-boss?

Snippet

Virgin...like a virgin...Madonna’s song isn't it? Back to campus life at the age of 30+ forced to clear-up my mind, and strengthen my wheel. Entering varsity with a new course is like propagating new breed at dry farm. I need strong antidote to fertile my mind and regenerate the brain cells.

It has been a week and I spent the days with my personal thing plus one day for general overview revision. My class would be this Friday.

Sepultura at Chin Woo Stadium on October will be another benchmark of my calendar. Rock till death like people said.  Sunday, Monday I will never die and I will never try. ...........Weyauuuu..Sometimes it's yelling...put office deals in ashtray.

leftwings

Yes the so called “rock n roll Malay movie “is damn crap and I left the movie hall after 15 minutes’ in the hall. Neither Detroit Rock City nor School of Rock, this movie is not even a dot of those kind ingredients.

The same title reflects the same situation our country political condition. The left wings that so called “a brand new hope” now looked hopeless. They can’t control their follower and even they whistle them in emotional way. Some opposition follower just being too extreme by putting najib n wife’s face at their butt and make it as a joke of national day celebration. From credible news reported that there are few demonstrator carrying new flag of Malaysia. Hmm how many bottles were you taking last night for the count down? Are you talking crap or what? What I can see now that they are maximize been intoxicated by anger and their angst ridden followed stupid act.  What kind of opposition we have now and are these people we can trust to set up a new government.  Yes our national flag is almost like the American’s flag and our national anthem is simply a copycat of mamula moon but those are history. The decision been made last time is just not simply can be change like changing baby’s diapers. Yep we have flip flop government but at the same times we have stupid opposition. Face the reality that the option we have now is exactly no option at all.

my big family

the saga begins

I am flipping new page of my life by entering UM and glad to see and knowing new people. God meet me with someone I knew at IRERS last March, Ariff and he seems happy to see me.

While counting few my last days in the office, doing small business, money trading and home decoration are options across my mind. I suddenly feel like conscious from having coma in the dark office and now facing another thrill by climbing the academic world.  The UM VC’s sound so patriotic and he for about two three times strengthening about the ranking of his proud employer compare to other varsities. Imagine the car, we are the Ferrari and imagine the technology, we are Apple and just forget other universities, and we out smart them since the beginning. The way he blows the whistle as well as Hitler, I guess and that’s how a leader should be.

Enrolling at UM today is awesome and Zamracer welcomed me with his big bike and treats me at Pantai Dalam.  Thx Bro

mind the cake

For the third time I watched dark night rises and it really the movie planted into my brain cells especially the character of bane. The antagonist role from dc comics doomed the superhero character of batman where you can see never once the hero win in any physical between the two of them yet batman fortunately saved by the catwoman and Gordon. This movie may be the blockbuster of this summer and apparently our cinemas now are dry of good movie.

 Recently the left-wing of politician again politicizes the cinema and tanda putera had been aimed as the government propaganda. Out of big issues, on why a movie had been a targeted of this clan should be remained as question mark. Movie is just movie and Malaysian is well matured enough to justify it. If it stills a good movie then people would go for it and I think opposition should be more rationale on this. Nothing much would be happened by viewing this movie it wont effects much the public stand on what party they are going to vote. Don’t just exaggerate something with from a small pocket and let concentrate on how to reduce the present living cost. Please concentrate on what you’ve been promise before and don’t simply talk out of the scope. Neither republican nor democrats they never debate on movie. Just proportionate your goal and please mind the cake, not the cream.

freedom thats gone

I beg to differ II

I am entirely in the mood of switching everything into campus life and I start to ignore everything of my daily routine in the office right after accepting the offer letter from UM  and JPA.

Well at the mean time, running business at Jln Conlay is partially my job scope in away to reduce the office stress. Many people I met and there different tiers of human character at Craft Complex and one of them that really capture my mind was Uncle QQ who so confident with his ketupat soap. He is selling what he claimed as “craft soap” with Pandan smell and even the look is funny he told me he wish to get a USD 500 000 job value in overseas. He offered me a 10 % of that if I able to get him job. Last three month according to him, he met political secretary of Koh Tsu Koon and give the proposal together with soap and he so disappointed when the man make his proposal like garbage. From what he told me, he merely like an opposition supporter but never mind and the only wrong thing is who ever garbage his proposal he will switch to the other person. What lah u  uncle.

Our next door hawkers were doing quite badly in their business and maybe the choices of material they wrongly offered and their price does matter and it happens to us as well. People said that the worst experience is the best experience and I don’t really concern about the profit hence my experiences this time would challenge my ability. Who would believe for a rock n roll gangster able sell women outfit? Well, I took the challenge and manage to do it.

Another six days would be end of our business premise and aligning the ledger would be another exercise. To prove to be different than other ordinary arrogant government servant is by joining business and markets it out. Then we have ball enough to say things about business. They don’t, they just talk much, chair the meeting, points finger at others, bastardizes people and claim they are good. That’s them and who they are. Again, I beg to differ.

I beg to differ

What puts Malaysian more patriotic and what put patriotism amongst Malaysian? Is that because of the national anthem? National day anthem? Logo? Olympics’ gold medal, free t shirt or what?

What most country in the world had successfully plant the real patriotism? Google now and based on respectively research it is Palestine. Have we found any of their national day’s logo? No because they are too busy with the chaotic and running with stones. Most of the depressed country are successfully put a high patriotism and same goes Malaysia before Independence.

After that, we continually celebrate our national day with smiles, big flag, and sparklers and fire crackers. As a result, we failed to put patriotism to young generation except spending million of money with that kind of campaign. The answer of the yearly campaign end up with racial prejudice amongst races in Malaysia and what should be done, next? Should we put illegal immigrant hatred amongs Malaysian? We scared of losing opportunity but we leave the current opportunity to Indons and Banglas. Chow Kit, Jalan TAR, DownTown , Ampang Tambahan are all blue ocean of illegal immigrants. That’s their bowl of rice.

Still, we never have any arguments on that yearly occasion though in reality beating Indonesia in football is something really mean to Malaysian. Those yesteryears, patriotism and espirit de corps is still mean where both sides of political party still take national spirit into account .From time to time never political agenda be part of national day theme and yet we see a bit awkward for this year. Never came a cross my mind this anthem would be like this. The concept of 1 Malaysia is just good enough to celebrate the national day but injecting some political DNA in national day considered pathetically desperate.

First, the logo is too lousy and the minister took a damage control by replacing it with the earlier I Malaysia logo. Ok that’s fine and showing that you admit your mistake. Then, when I listen to the national anthem and I find it no more than a kindergarten stupid jingles. The melody is just unsynchronized, out of tune and too light to be a patriotic song. The lyrics are just horror and the rhythm is out of tune like the idea from a store room. Mr. Minister, please put it in ashtray and if you are damn lazy to think just use the Sudirman ‘s song, Tanggal 31. I disagree for this doesn’t mean I against the government of the day. In reality we must admit the difference and here I beg to differ.

The highly anticipated piece of paper

  

A Day Without News

News and politics are two living things symbiosis live in reality  . Both need each other. There is no running away from talking about the politic s without news. Some are facts and most are craps.

Obviously, our country practicing political campaign on government news using mainstream media and vice versa the opposition opt to the alternative media. This arrangement has many pros and cons.  Most of the benefits accrue to the incumbent government, which they can portray very good things about them on mainstream media while on the side the opposition chooses to do rallies and get the influences from the young voters. 

On the flip side of it is that unlike the country who really free in mass communication, they would a lot of debates about the freedom of speech in this country. Some may say it’s all to the government who controlled the mass media but the other way around, opposition do the road tour ion every single day. Both are likely play in the same casino with different mode of game. One side with blackjack and another one with royal flush. 

  

Of certain issues has been raised by the media recently may makes public uncertainty. The ‘failure’ on judging a big case and a one man show of government’s office rampage are news that we shouldn’t be catered. For some reasons reading news papers in early morning and watching television news are the subjects of daily destruction. It may spoil your day. Politician remains politician. They remain as the most unreliable career on earth. 

I’ve tried once for not reading newspaper and watching primetime news and my day even better. The family value comes after none of members arguing about the tv programmes.

meet uncleseeker's blog

Reading uncleseekers’blog recently really makes me think that he is such a sick person. The last time I watched him on screen was a journal program called Bersama Linda if I was not mistaken. He pathetically rebuts another panel rudely while they are talking about paranormal. Apparently, as what mainstream media published, he is now being remand for 15 days to help cops in a big case of the country by slandering the Johore Royale.

After smashing the royal with many sensational exposed he then caught in Senawang with girlfriend. Before that, it has been tradition to him to expose the blog post up to 66 series but this time the cops don’t wait anymore. Up to the series of 64, they catch him.

Via his blog he also claimed that was having affair with the previous queen and few photos been published as evidence of the relationship. It’s not a wrong by having relationship with the ex queen, and indeed she is also just a human. I personally feel that by exposing what was privately shared between the two of them is just something a big wrong and people can’t accept it. He is exposing something that should not be exposed.

Meet someone, falling in love, and separates are just an ordinary life cycle. Caring about your companion, getting deep and sharing together are something precious and a gift from God. It such a beautiful relationship when both parties are promising to live together and share things forever and all looks nice before things cracked.

But, when it poised with nemesis, the relationship becomes imbeciles, then all those promise flying with the wind. It has turn bitter after both parties bastardizing each other.

Breaking up with a relationship doesn’t mean we positioned our previous partner as an enemy and it will be even worse by blackening her/him. It just a common sense, exposing something previously you shared with him/her neither in privacy nor publicly is a pure sin. Bastardizing your previous partner makes people think you are a bastard. Human can’t accept it and by doing so you are a moron practically.

Uncleseekers, you are sick and attention seeker. You deserve to be jailed.

Business's Snippet

Of late, FGVH shares had been top news amongst the mainstream news and without they realize the KPF dividend is much better. What are so huge perks if the shares given to settlers just 800 unit and not even one lot. For simple calculation 800 x 4.55 is just 3640 and the shares being rocket boosted up to 5.25 so that times 800 it would be 4200. For stupid arithmetic, 4200 minus 3640 is only bloody 560. WTF lah. Fortunately, KPF gave us 18% and partial from it, I can use for our small business. 

Joining “all girls stuff” business is my new counterpart business .Getting perks for Raya is just well enough if it’s not bare my legal fee for   C14 apartment at all cost. While many colleagues in my office are struggling like hell to get good post (and some may use devil’s advocate), I choose to make money the other way around. Let them get the post and I want to make money outside. 

It has been two days in the row, I am quite busy with preparation for our stall in Jalan Conlay. Tiring but not as stress as getting a curse wedding invitation. I was told to attend a wedding but they place us at the end of the world for the night wedding and yet the next day they asked me to “bagi bunga teloq”. Sorry not interested with that .I just want to eat.

Back to business. I went to Kompleks Kraf with Wanie and do my own survey and some respond makes me worried about the sales. Indeed, it s a girl stuff business and I just a first timer. Better late than never .Harap – harap maletop 

Oh My English

 Born as kampong boy, it’s kind of weird and awkward to hustle just one day in the foreign language.  The whole my family speak the national Kedah language and we proud of it. Not like many migrate, who tend to speak standard bahasa, I proud to speak my northern dialect. 

My pilgrimage to KL urged me to explore lifestyle, career exposure and gaining knowledge. I see that the ability to speak English is added value and at that time believe we may looked “cool” by using that language. Proficiency in English is vital in today’s world and apparently it being use widely in corporate sector. To put myself at par with KL urbanites, I need to catch up very fast. Though my secondary school was an English medium, but the culture of English conversation usage was not mandatory to everyone.

Listening to music and subscribing Kerrang magazine with little help of my scholarship are two things help my English. I put the western music as a benchmark and therefore I spent a lot in rock n roll cassette at my secondary level. At one point, a misunderstanding happen when my father wanted to remove my faked Soundgarden tattoo as he think that was the real tattoo. Indeed there some songs I don’t understand at all but I keep effort to find it words by word through dictionary.

English nowadays is very important and arriving Heathrow without English may put you into hell. It will help at every corner of the world. According to  Stephen Doss the following are other data relating to the use of English in different situations:

·         380 million speak English as a second language;

·         one billion speak English as a foreign language;

·         There are an estimated 1.7 billion users of the language. English dominates the Internet, the print media, business, aviation, conferences, other international events, etc;

·         Approximately one billion are learning English worldwide;

·         Over the Internet, about 80 per cent of home pages and 60 per cent of e-mail are in English;

·         English is the medium of higher education in many countries, eg India, the Netherlands, Oman, South Africa, Sweden and Turkey;

·         85 per cent of the world’s knowledge is in English; and

·         98 per cent of scientific papers are written in English.

In his book The Future of English (2000), Graddol said: “Worldwide, there are 1,400 million people living in countries where English has official status. One out of five of the world’s population speaks English to some level of competence. English is the main language of books, newspapers, airports and air-traffic control, international businesses and academic conferences, science, technology, diplomacy, sport, international competitions, pop music and advertising.

Whatever your options are, to develop ourselves lay our own hand and I had my own way. I was so choosy in selecting girlfriends last time. No matter how pretty the girl is, if they can’t speak English, definitely they will be kicked out.  I only went out with good English girl and today I marry with someone who is able to converse in English well and had our daughters followed us, we seek for time to prove it.

Last night I watch a new program on Astro called Oh My English. It’s about the notorious students who are well known for misbehaving and being the worst at their academic results, especially in English. By using unconventional methods of learning, Henry Middleton  aims to improve their English. The program is a noble idea (I guess it’s from Marina Mahathir, when I look the producer is Red Com) and I think it helps the English standard for toddler in relaxing mood. Though there are some errors on grammar but it more to educate the audience. Oh My English presents a 360 degree learning experience dedicated to help young teens to improve their conversational English in a fun way and I do encourage my two angles to watch that.

Though my English is not as good as KL yuppies but I tried to make grammatical errors a minimum level. Up to now I still feel, far behind from those urbanites who born naturally in English pool but being a rubber estate boy, it’s better late than never. My root doesn’t stop me to explore a language which totally out of my world. At least I don’t look as an alien in this country. On why many local universities student failed to speak English, it’s their choice to put what colour from their pallet .The perceptions on being liberalism by using foreign language on daily basis just kill them to explore the other side of the world. Apparently, for those who choose to alienate English it means they disown the vast of knowledge.  In this country English is not a foreign language.

Euro 2012

Would it be preposterous to say that EURO 2012 would be neglected by the football fans all over the world? It was certainly a most men sport since the Earth was created by The God , I believe , and the most wealthiest sport with billion of transactions. 

Really, the football has taken over the carrier premiership and it even being much hire  than any politician all over the world. The fact that Christiano Ronaldo's cash ability is equavalent to two times Obama's saving account.Not unless, I myself wanted to be part of the football local history but knowing talent and size is not granted by the God Almighty, watching football is just enough for a dwarf species fan like me. !

Euro 2012 and  what most irritating me is on why tulips was chosen as logo of  this men's sport? NVM, let it be puzzling me and many men out there.What about the Euro 2012 and favorite team of mine then? The last world cup had seen I was campaigning for Germany via my FB account and this time it remain the same. I never swindle to other team yet perhaps Germany I expected could be the champ of the Europe continent this time. Hard to say that other giant teams like Spain, France and Italy would be peanuts but the game  versus Holland last night could be a stepping stone to Germany for final. 

One thing for sure there is, no betting at the moment as I quite busy with Tmn Pasif.  

Again, hard to say. In fact, betting had never crossed paths until I met Nordin in this office and the money start counting on the table of World Cup 2006. Nordin and I too were on very cordial terms but after he’d been thrown away to be an  OSC officer, he then disappeared and I had lost contact with him.

But make no mistake. Nordin is a jovial person. Many gossips overthrowing him about his integrity perhaps I never bother about it.I actually enjoyed being close friends with him. For sure, Nordin was the best person to chat about football and I always would want to tap his brains about sports. He was not only a sports man, which was widely known champ at golf and psychologically good at badmouthing people. 


Now as time goes by, friends slowly disappeared and I had to enjoy Euro 2012 on my own. Hasrun, Munna and Yogesh would never good at football. If last time Usop would fetch me at 3.00 am in the morning, now I had to drive on my own to Riang- Riang make noise alone. For at least I realized, neither Euro nor World,the player has changed, the heroes has changed,the jersey has changed, friend's condition changed, the atmosphere has changed,everything changed suits to our age and like most architecture students said its "form follow function". 

Drowning Pool

Euro crisis effect the world financial system and it shows how money printed doesn’t work to solve the financial problem. It affects me. Finding another job is not the antidote to emptiness in the office. I tried many times to buck up but still it doesn’t work. That’s so puzzle.

Overhauling my routine including jeopardizing my career is not an option? Pursue studies but waiting offer letter from universities is killing me. I am in the state of doing nothing but waiting gold to be dug. My eight hours at the day time is still remains unproductive.

Apart from this, I had fight with Zareene for some stupid reasons and she refused to talk to me and that’s again made me mad. I was at fault. For couple of days Zareene and I are running eclipse day life.

Shahnaz and Yasmine are fighting for their own right which is meant their favorite channel, Disney Junior. For the next time again, I lost the battle and the TV belongs to them at 8.00 pm, the prime time. Last time I still remember, to watch news I had to  go mamak stall but this time my house is quite far distance to mamak and indeed I am lazy to switch on the car. Since that, Malaysiakini and Malaysia Today is becoming my official newscaster. So I walked up upstairs and heading to my net book.

At 9.15, suddenly these two kids came upstairs with little laugh. Getting mad with them, I asked them to dribble the ball at our garden yard. By the time they tired and fell asleep, and then the TV is mine.Both my kids were razor-wired with tiredness.


What a bad day, all channels presenting rubbish except Al Hijrah. A new knowledge about Irshad Manji on Isu Akidah and that most remembered me my last girlfriend who really practicing liberalism in her life.That's the whole family are unpracticed Muslim. Syukur, I married the right person. 10. 20pm and time to sleep and switched on hand phone and saw an sms from Liza. “Kita cuba sehabis baik, ya Din”. A sms that tried to persuade me not to cancel the purchase of her house.At this time I am zigzagging in between of to continue my housing loan or just withdraw it. Liza’s price is too high and the bank had advised me to ask the owner for a bit lower price and that’s my intention in the first place.

As I mentioned in my earlier post, I was wrong when I denied the job scope’s of valuer. Now I am in the drowning pool.

Bab I

What “do’s” and what” don’ts” when you traveling overseas. Eating at cordial restaurant may catch you into trouble as they may sell unslaughted meat.

When we reached Amsterdam, we quite lucky  that the Muslim’s shaorma restaurant just by the corner and it just walking distance to our cosmos lodging.  The owner did tell us that his restaurant offers  a halal meat but what makes me puzzled there were Smirnoff liquor on the rack. We are safe from anything banned by God.

London’s Primark is heaven to shoppers especially poor traveler like me. The only place we can shops in London is Primark and it offers many stuff at the very cheap price but be careful. The shoes are doubtful and after wearing my office's shoe for four months, I discover it was a pig skin lining. Straight away I told my father that his shoe also was the same condition with mine.  My last Chiang Mai trip also same thing happened. The shoes I purchased at Central also contain pig skin lining

Malaysian version is
Generation Slime, but still  
sounds "swine"  in the  album

I had enough for this thing and my two kids had two tanning after we found out that the shoes we purchased contained pig skin lining. This time even worst when my office shoes, my father’s and Shahnaz’s sandal are all have pig skin lining. Shoes shopping is so interesting especially for women but not when you're travelling. 

Lesson to all Muslim travelers, never buy any shoes outside.Spare some doubt before getting a risky close deal or if you are really unpracticed Muslim, what do you care about?  


Like most people said you are what you eat  and let me add one more which is you are what you wear. Since halal is very religious thing so be sensitive on it. Your sensitivity does count on your final judgment.

The "real" estate exercise

Neither Irshad Manji nor Mario Balotelli, they are none of my business. These two issues are just peanut compare to what a heavy load on my head now. Verifying the uncertainty and confirming a fix price without checking is the mortal sin and it's like committing suicide. Doing something at lost is a forbidden paradigm. Though capitalist  leads to the world's rotten, the beauty thing inside it is, it always teach us to gain the maximum profit margin. But this time , I fall into the pool of capitalism darkness and demonize by decent people. Something that it shouldn't be, and now it happens.   

The best experience is the worst experience. Taking real estate for my postgraduate studies doesn’t guarantee an enough bowl of rice  in property investment. Recently, I may lose my deposit if withdraw the sales and purchase agreement. My last two houses purchases were never being like this. I was never being manipulated by the price either house owner or agents. I always negotiate at a good price  though I am not as good as Donald Trump, a real estate billionaire.  Lesson no. 1 is ,before purchase any house or sign any s&p, check the property’s value with the valuer. Neither the owners’s price nor agent’s price, both are always jack the price up to the sky.Both are always at superstitious and they imagine to be rich at fast track.   I signed for something that the price is about the four years in the future now I am facing the music for paying high installment. I wish that a miracle comes on and the purchasing can be proceeded or else, I will lose some thousands. ** feel like  a sore loser now**

View from LRT: a view from it's passenger

Taking LRT is everyday’s norm to me. In spite is that the greenest way to move from my house to the office, I myself feel that by taking LRT is as cool as taking tube in London. My rapid pass is as good as an oyster card. But the only think differ to UK is that the crowd inside the train. From King Cross to Paddington  for example, we can see those stylish people with jacket , branded outfits, necklace and off course their Caucasian looked yet here we still can enjoy the" bangla looks", makcik – makcik  with tudung  and pakcik –pakcik without perfume. So that you can imagine how the smell inside the LRT if it's full especially Bangla's underarm.

From Bukit Jalil to Titiwangsa there are several spots that may attract your view if you’re the first timer taking the train. The luxury of National Sport’s complex with the heavy duty tensile structure, the new TBS station condition as good as Amsterdam Central, the new Kenanga Mall which looked much better than Mangga Dua , PWTC and off course you can view the beauty of Sultan Abdul Samad  facade,which situated right in front of Dataran Merdeka or the called it “ a new Bersih demo hotspot”. By looking those monuments, I said myself this is the country we beloved and we belongs to. How proud I am being a  Malaysian.

Unfortunately, off all the good views, there is one spot that make my eye so painful which is Pudu jail  (while I am inside the train). Pudu Jail supposed to be developed as they said "one of the hottest places in town as good as Pavilion"  if I am not mistaken and UDA is the agency who leads the development. What happen now is the project is still not erectable, unstated and still in silent. The Star has reported that there are some dilemmas form the developer to develop that piece of part of golden triangle land. According to The Star , UDA Holdings Bhd is still evaluating proposals of all parties for the redevelopment of its Pudu Jail land and wants the preferred bid to be the one that is in its best commercial interest.

Again they still evaluating it.

Then, the chairman said “On a commercial basis, Everbright's proposal is the best because it will develop the land as one piece. If the land is cut into three parcels, you know you will lose the value of the land,”

Still what they think to cut the land, parcel it and then sell it out.

Here is my point view.
Can’t UDA be like YTL or even Berjaya who successfully developed the neighboring piece of land? YTL and Berjaya never get any injections from the sky, what they just the opportunity from the government, they grabbed it, erect the building, branding the building, and market it out. Why we are always championing the land and properties thing and then on loss profit or the project becomes the white elephant. The person who talk about the idea to ask a company from China to develop or cut the land to three is the person who always claim he is liberal kind of thing and so call new Malay . if that the case what is different between new Malay and old Malay, liberal and conservative? Don’t you think that the idea is always similar? Sell the land and get the money, that’s it.

Why can’t we ( refer to our race ), get the money, develop the land, erect the building, brand it and market it out  and get the long term good tenants? It always being differences between, YTL and UDA, SP Setia and SPNB. Yes we have some good apples like Petronas, Felda and Bank Rakyat but those are GLC’s.  What about the rest? We get the same opportunities  but why are we still left behind?
It's attitude.

Too heavy my post this time as heavy as a full loaded locomotive. Never mind, next I loose it out. I had to top up my rapid pass. By taking LRT I can save RM 200 per month. 

peace of mind

Tonight is very quiet and calm and do some writing is just at the correct time. Everyone else was asleep. Yasmin was the earliest, followed by his mother and most recently Shahnaz. I'm still not sleeping. Maybe because it's a bit hot tonight. The global warming impact recently may lead to a lot of compounding process stopped .No matter how the night was calm and I did not rumple my head.

 After facing the boss at the lunch time today I've been feeling very relieved because I confess everything I can see tears and motherly on her side. Even though I'm also worried about Zareene’s housing loan I still have not approved, but the peace of mind after facing the reality is quite frankly fun. Maybe I should do that along time ago for this or maybe this day was destined I dare to face. Is not before this I was a dare? Exposure in an open and confession with reality as it is advised by an old man at the office for me to make of it used to be. It’s better late than never and born as emotionally, I always pretend my ego which is wrong. I should change my attitude. I am positive charged now

My friend of misery

Disturbia was awesome. While waiting for the news headlines, I flipped my messages  and see a complaint about his brother from my close friend. His brother who are also friend of mine do weird he said.  It’s very hard to have a friend who born stubborn. It was so weird when he attended a wedding is uninvited. Does it sounds fool? .I never have had any grudge on him even he didn’t attend my wedding last time  but being an antisocial person you shouldn’t attend uninvited wedding ceremony. It sound silly when you attend a wedding ceremony where you not being invited no matter how closes the couples to you. 

A friend whom I have known for almost 20 years may have internal problem. I knew him as a clever boy. Obtain an aggregate 8 in SRP during my time considered excellent students. Unfortunately, this friend of mine does not know how to plan his life.

Starting with a family crisis in which he chose to make enemies of his parents and since then I saw him become uncertain. The situation became worse after he lost in love with his girlfriend. After he finished his first degree, he is working with something he supposed to deserve more. I also found out that he can’t leave the country and go anywhere, even as he has been blacklisted as a result of not paying back PTPTN loans. .  What is a life means if you have volatile relationship with parents, unmarried, no properties and the only thing you have is just a bike. I couldn’t imagine myself in his shoe if being ignored by the family, no properties, no traveling and unmarried. At least, in their mid 30s having a girlfriend put colors in your life